the abyss
- I'm still here 2 years later- deep down in the abyss, sometimes I come up for air and to see what is going on but I inevitably return down to my comfort zone, alone with my thoughts and my misery, my what if's and why for's,my cocoon of denial, where children don't die and husbands don't get cancer and the simple life I only wanted, just to be content just to make it though each day being with my family.I just can't join the human population right now, that is not where my breaking heart is, it is lost in the the past where moments that should have had more time focused on them were just moments forgotten, because we always believe we will have forever, but sometimes that DOES NOT HAPPEN. change is so hard but what is really hard is knowing you can't do a dam thing to change any of it, no amount of money or amount of faith,or promises to do anything it takes will ever change what is done
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